Broken By The Church

Broken By The Church 

Author & Creative Aaron Tahah

When I came to you I was a broken man 
With a  burdened heart and church pain was my band 
I was cut so deep the wounds bled out right in front of you
The judgment that came from your lips was far away from the truth
You called me a false prophet and tried to control my every move 
I thought of you as a dad but to know you for you led me away from what was true 
It caused me to drown in my own sorrow of a burden from daddy's heart to you 
When I travailed you thought it was a show 
To be honest it was an  arrow of victory in my bow 
You were the main attraction to a dead end show 
You missed out on his shine as he was bound in heavens glow
One thing led to another as we grew apart 
You hurt me bad but that's what I get for swimming with sharks 
I learned how to overcome and be free 
Your plan to kill me was the plan of my victory when you sent my best friend to destroy me 
How many times did you say son I'm for you and I love you 
Then turned on me when I needed you the most and gossip is what you did when you beat me black and blue 
Turned and lied on me wasn't you chosen to spread the truth 
I thought the local church was a hospital to be healed 
It turned out to be a curse with people trying to open the seven seals 
Do you see a self made kingdom trying break hell wide open 
While rolling around in contaminated waters like pigs in a pig pen 
I was shunned for being his son and you hid behind a falsehood of lies covering up your own sin 
I tired to tell the truth but you shut me down 
Jezebel didn't want me there but she made you out to be a clown 
When I left I didn't have to gossip 
Your sheep sung hip hop hip hop bebop 
Their time there was up and your the one that shoved them out when the war between self wouldn't stop 
It was time to go 
When the Holy Ghost was getting cut off has he flowed 
I know this is  hard truth about what happened to me and others 
My hope is that you return to a place of compassion to where others are no longer smothered 
I hope you see the truth is I forgive you for being misled 
Now I'm healed, moving forward and leaving my past as my future is where I tread 

Devotional 

Have you ever been around the church (People) and ever experienced this overwhelming feeling like everything the minister says is judgment on Gods people? Maybe you might have even went to the pastors with a word from God, tried to work in your gift, tried to be transparent but what you talked to them about was blasted out in service instead of in person? These things happen but we tend to look at the person and expect them to see and sometimes that is a trap. The reason its a trap is because now your focus is on trying to change mans flesh and the only one that can bring change is daddy God. Its a hard battle when all you can do is pray till daddy says correct. What happens when you correct and no one listens but its backed up by the word? The word of God speaks to us and leads us to then you get a witness and if that doesn't work then one has to be in order as they correct it publicly. If even then and no peace comes back to you then its time to dust your feet off at the door. Pray in all things because you just might be broken, under the influence of a spirit, or you might be standing in a Jezebel church, dead church, lukewarm church, non patient church, loveless Church, no repentance church, and a church afraid of persecution or persecuting there own. Every local church we walk into is going to have issues our Job is to be the example. If we are at unrest its time to pray, seek God, and find out if its time to go. There is hope though there is a true breed arising that is dead set on breaking the rules of religion and introducing true freedom to those around them. If you want to be one these true breeds jump into the mysteries of the Gospel and study every topic you can as led by God. Your road to redemption begins now!



Matthew 10:13-14 KJV - And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be not worthy, let your peace return to you. And whoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when you depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet.

Matthew 18:15 KJV - Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother.

2 Timothy 2:15 KJV - Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.”

In The Beginning

Hello this is Aaron Tahah and I will start by saying that in the beginning means so much to me. One might ask why? My answer would be like this. In The beginning means  there is a new dawn rising, a creation being birthed, the inception of his ekklesia (Body), The conception of conceiving all of life, bringing forth revelation to where life originated, bringing the structure of genesis which means the very form of his Dna, The root to the seed of all creation, the emergence of the original creation coming forth in a transformational state that originated from the Deity as we know him Abba, to the unraveling and revealing of his new creation, and to sprout up as creation rises from nonexistence lower forms of darkness to a higher standard crowned from ashes to beauty in pure light.

Daddy created a very advanced form of life in which we see today. He created the ultimate masterpiece of art called life by simply speaking it into existence. The very breath of God created all of life as we know it. To relate to the beginning we must go to scriptures.

In Revelations 1:8 KJV - I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty. Then in Revelations 21:6 KJV - And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. So, according to scripture daddy was and is the beginning.

5 Fold Arise From The Ashes And Be Crowned In Beauty

So, many local church's today are being built, leaders are being chosen, visions being wrote, missions being wrote, and a whole lot of construction going on to be eye appealing but no true character. In scripture has anyone noticed in Revelations 1-3 that the seven churches were way over there own heads. I found an article that breaks down the seven church's in 4 different ways. These ways are Christ speaking as, acknowledgement, rebuke, and goals for those who overcome themselves. 

        1. Church of Ephesus - No Love Church 

He, "who holds the seven stars in his right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands"

hard work, perseverance, cannot tolerate evil men; "disgust Nicolaites as he disgusts****", and discerned false apostles; pacience and bearing up for his name's sake; and has not grown weary.

"...you abandoned the love you had at first." ..."repent and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent."

"To him who overcomes I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God."


        2. Church of Smyrna - Suffered Persecution Church

"he who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life"

"I know your afflictions and your poverty - yet you are rich - and the slander of those who say that they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan."

"Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested, and for ten days you will have tribulation. "

"Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life. He who conquers shall not be hurt by the second death.'"



       3. Church of Pergamum - No Repentance Church

he "who has the sharp two-edged sword".

"you remain true to my name and you did not deny my faith even in the days of Antipas my faithful witness, who was put to death among you, where Satan dwells."

Some who hold the teaching of Balaam: Balak- cult with eating food sacrificed to idols and practices of sexual immorality; some Nicolaitans. "Repent then. If not, I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth."

"To him who overcomes I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, with a new name written on the stone which no one knows except him who receives it."'



        4. Church of Thyatira - Jezebel Church

"the Son of God, who has eyes like a flame of fire, and whose feet are like burnished bronze"

"I know your deeds, your love and faith and service and perseverance, and that your latter works exceed the first". 

They tolerate the false prophetess Jezebel practicing temple prostitution and eating food sacrificed to idols. Threat: to suffer intensely, unless they repent, and strike her children dead. "I will give to each of you as your works deserve". To the rest who do not hold her teaching: "I do not lay upon you any other burden; only hold fast what you have, until I come."

"To him who overcomes and does my works to the end, I will give authority over the nations, and he shall rule them with a rod of iron, as when earthen pots are broken in pieces, even as I myself have received power from my Father; I will also give him the morning star."



         5. Church of Sardis - Dead Church 

He, "who holds the seven spirits of God and the seven stars"

"I know your works". "You have still a few names in Sardis, people who have not soiled their garments; and they shall walk with me in white, for they are worthy."

"you have the reputation of being alive, and you are dead. Awake, and strengthen what is about to die, for I have not found your works perfect in the sight of my God." Remember what you received and heard; keep that, and repent. If you will not awake, I will come like a thief".

"He who overcomes, like them, shall be dressed in white, and I will not remove his name out of the book of life; I will acknowledge his name before my Father and his angels."



          6. Church of Philadelphia - Endured Patience Church 

"the holy one, the true one, who has the key of David, who opens and no one shall shut, who shuts and no one opens"

"I know your works. I know that you have a little power, and yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. Because you have kept my word of enduring patiently, I will keep you from the hour of trial which is going to come on the whole world, to try those who live on the earth."

"I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say that they are Jews and are not, but lie - I will make them come and bow down before your feet, and learn that I have loved you." "Hold fast what you have, so that no one may take your crown.

Him who overcomes, I will make a pillar in the temple of my God; never shall he leave it, and I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem which comes down from my God out of heaven, and my own new name.



           7. Church of Laodicea - Lukewarm 

the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of God's creation"

("I know your deeds"; but here is no clear positive acknowledgement.)

"because you are lukewarm****, neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of my mouth". "...You don't know, that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind, and naked. Therefore I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire...", "and white clothes...", "and salve to anoint your eyes...". "Those whom I love, I rebuke and chasten; so be zealous and repent."

"Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if any one hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. Him who overcomes, I will grant to sit with me on my throne, as I myself overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne."



We don't need a lifestyle of just making church a checklist. We need the 5 fold to rise in unity and start cleansing houses, meeting the people where they are, making hospital visits for non members, going to prisons and igniting fires and so forth. I mean Jesus did it so Daddy lets go! I'm tired of sugar coated messages, opinions, and nothing but condemnation going on. It is time to move forward. The Local Church might be stuck in park but daddies church knows how to go from neutral to drive pretty darn good. So, ill say this its time to rise.



I see a few things in each place that relates to toady's church, Jezebel, dead, lukewarm, fear, no love, no repentance, unforgiveness, rebellion, and so much more. We tend to throw these things off because we either have a fear of man, trying to shine, or are we try to be man pleaser's. This is a constant devaluing of Godly character. I will leave you with this question how can we be the Church if we are are lukewarm, have no love, are led astray by Jezebel, are dead, cannot endure patience, are persecuting each other, fearful of persecution from the world and are walking around with no true repentance? Truth is we better start seeking Gods face and stop trying to be the face of these local churches. Truth is he is the only face the world needs to see. 



Credited Resource: http://www.ways-of-christ.net/b/churches.htm

Masterpieces of Creation

Reflecting On Genesis 1:1-31

The story that hits home in the beginning God created. He created the earth, the life in which it would be sustained in, humanity, and everything thing that would have life. Everything would be created by the hand of God. This story reveals so much to me. One thing is how he created everything by simply speaking it into existence. This leads me to ask what we speak into existence each day? Are we creating life and blessings or death and curses? This challenges me to overcome vain talk and learn to apply scripture to my tongue. There is also this overwhelming revelation of how the Holy Spirit was hovering and brooding over the dark waters of the world before we were fashioned in his hands and spoken into existence. To brood is to have unhappy thoughts about something. He was brooding because all he saw was darkness.

The Holy Spirit took light from darkness and created light and dark. This leads me to the revelation of when I was birthed in darkness and the Holy Spirit would speak to me as he hovered and brooded over me. For twenty-four years he hovered and brooded over one of the chosen sons of God. On that twenty four he finally was able to form a light and signal that would lead me home. I am then led to the author and finisher of my faith. I am introduced to creator. This is a moment when the art meets the hand that created it with each stroke.

To me this is a modern story of a supernatural life created by a deity and spoken into a finished work of life. I see that we are embers of an atom birthed from the presence of our deity daddy. That means that we are the technology of his presence. Structured from the DNA of the Deity of life. We are clothed in light and created by the very fingerprint of Creator Daddy God. This leads me to who I am, who created me and where I am from. I am the destination of the Identity of God.

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Pondering On His breath

Breathe Of God

Hello Everyone, As we ponder on the things of life how often do we get up and just take a deep breath? This breath every morning awakens me to the thought where does my breathe come from? Every breath leads me to a story called in the beginning God created!

This leads me on the path to find out the breath I breathe is that very breath that was breathed into the nostrils of man that created a living soul. So, Each day I wake up my soul breathes the breath of God which is the Ruach Awakening! Ruach is a Hebrew word that means wind, spirit, and breath. We are created by His winds of change, by his Holy Spirit and by his breath. So, each day we awaken lean on him which created you, me, and everything. He is life and life more abundantly.

Breathe on us with your breath O' Lord and bring us a freshness in spirit. We pray for change and a fresh manifestation of your new wine, new oil, and new revelations. We pray for a deeper intimacy with the Holy Spirit and we thank you, glorify you and honor your holy name in Jesus name we pray amen!